The Following Two Thoughts Will Not Seem Connected:

1. The movie Proof is very good, especially if you like movies about geniuses. Anthony Hopkins is love, of course, but Gwenyth does a remarkably good job. Also, there is a very interesting line about what mathematicians do at conferences that should amuse anyone who has ever known a math major. It made me want to see "Finding Forrester" again, as well, because that movie was very cool.

2. I hate my portfolio. It makes me feel very stupid, it fills me with dread, and I loathe to even open the files on my computer. The procrastination shopping I did today with my brother's gf would easily have been filled some other way had I been at home. There's this nauseating feeling in the pit of my stomach that only fills me with more sickness. It's like a panic attack you can see coming and can't do anything to avoid.